Vulnerability posts outperform the actual work, and I'm not sure what to make of it
I sold exactly two prints last quarter. I could write a long, heartfelt post about that, and based on what I'm seeing online right now, it would probably reach more people than any photograph I've shared this year.
That's the part that unsettles me. Accounts that post about struggling, about hating the algorithm, about empty market stalls seem to get enormous traction. More than the work itself. I understand why it resonates. These are real problems, and I feel them too. But somewhere in me there's a stubborn voice that says the photograph should be the thing that draws people in, not a confession about how few people saw it.
I keep my difficulties mostly to myself. Partly out of habit, partly because I worry that leading with struggle would color how someone sees the next image I post. Would they engage with the light in a bluebell close up, or would they just feel obligated to click because they felt sorry for me? I honestly can't tell anymore whether staying quiet about the hard parts is integrity or just bad strategy.
I'm not judging anyone who shares openly. I just notice that the old advice, let the work speak, seems to be losing ground to something else entirely. Has anyone else been sitting with this tension, or have you found a way to be honest about the rough patches without it becoming the main thing people know you for?
I agree with you completely. I just want my work to be seen. It seems posting about your life gets more views and it is unsettling. This is why I struggle with doing a reel and having ideas because doing a reel of my photographs gets way less traction than posting a spur of the moment thing with myself. It just feels like I am not being able to connect in the way that I really want. You tend to feel like you are in two different worlds. I try not to post anything that doesn't have to do with how I create, because otherwise, like you are saying, I don't want it to reflect badly on myself. It is a worry and a stress. I know people want to see who I am but diving into my life and all seems too much. Who knows, I might have already blown it for myself lol. This is how my mind works. I look too hard into things. I guess I just always expect the worst. I will quit rambling now.