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On New Year's Eve in 2020, I walked across the street from my home to the Carpenter Dam site on the Fox River in Illinois. I was in the midst of a traumatic divorce and this was the way to get back to my center. The goal was to finally capture image that were sharp enough to be able to polish up in post so that they were worth of submitting to art shows and PPA Merit Image Review. I have one merit image from that day and several other images that have either place in a show or was accepted as a juried exhibit. Well I found another one from that same day! This is "Wings Through Shadow". Many of my gull images start with the "Wings..." name.

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Nora BeckettSep 11, 2026

This hit me. I have a handful of sketchbook pages from specific bad days that I can't look at without remembering exactly where I was sitting, what the light was doing. The fact that you went back to the river to get your center and then kept finding keepers in that batch years later says something about what we're actually capturing when we're working through something. Your gull work seems like it has real consistency, the Wings naming convention makes me think you've built a whole body around these moments.

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Yes! It also didn’t occur to me until years later when I figured out the meaning of it all!

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Devon RuizSep 11, 2026

The gull silhouetted against that negative space is what makes this one hold. I had a similar stretch where I needed something grounding and repetitive to work on, and for me it was just drawing hands over and over until the mechanics felt automatic. There's something about showing up to the same spot, same subject, until you stop second-guessing the technical choices and the image just arrives. The sharpness you're talking about, that polish that makes it show-ready, I think it comes from repetition more than gear. You were clearly in that zone on New Year's Eve.

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Thank you! Yes it didn’t occur until years later how significant this day was. I also have another image from that day which is very blurry but it looks like a painting.

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